The Life Time Partner . (3)

3

Day 30.

" My head hurts , arghh!!" I

" Are you okay , baby? I'm really worried about you , speak to me." A

" It hurts , it hurts so bad.." I

" Do you want me to call your parents or something baby ? I'm sorry I cannot be there for you." A

" Just stay , on the phone.. with me." I

I stepped out from the hospital feeling depressed , afraid. "Are there any risks , doctor?" I asked , being positive all I can and prayed for an answer I would like to hear.

" It is close to your brain. "

As I walk to my father's car , the 5 minutes I thought to myself , my mom is enjoying her trip in Europe with her sisters and my grandparents. My dad , who is currently stressed up about his buisness and all , and her , the girl I love who is now with another guy.

I held the X-ray on my hand , I made my dad promise not to tell my mom anything about this , I don't want her to worry about me , at all. I tried to hide my face from my father's blind spot , as I allow myself to tear , to let the pain flow through my eyes , as I fantasize if the medicine were powerless against this sickness , I will face the fear of being pushed into the operation room.

I stayed in my room , hands shaking as I go further with my thoughts. God , you took away my happiness , you took away the girl I love , what else do you want to take.

My mom called me through Skype , she's in Switzerland. I could see from the faces of my aunts , my grandparents , my sister and my mom , they were happy , as I cried on the opposite of the screen , saying " I am fine , mom. Don't worry about me , enjoy your trip. "

I hope you are here with me right now Allyson , I'm afraid , I am really afraid..

"Bogoshipta.."

To be continued..